Without you here I'm less happy. I have spurts of joy but it doesn't last like the kind I had with you. Grinning from ear to ear uncontrollaby. I felt like I had finally found who I was looking for, then it all disappeared.
The pain I feel now is overwhelming, I don't know how to not compare you to other guys.
I don't know how you're doing, what you're doing and the thought of this completely consumes me. Especially at night, and in the mornings. They're the times we spent most together but are now just empty and routine.
Why did you do this? It's a huge void I can't fill.
