I feel like I am grasping at something because I have never known another way.
But, I know that if I continue like this that one day I'm going to wake up and realize I'm living a lie. I don't know if maybe I should wait and see.
I'm very confused. Well, no I'm not I'm just confused at what I should do and who I should tell. I have no one to go to
with this except my boyfriend... but he's the last person I could tell.
Whatever. One day.
