I'm not sure if anyone knows the true sense of the word alone. It's a scary feeling that I'm quite too comfortable with. I hate it, but I don't hate it. I think I may hate it more when I leave because then I'll truly have no one.
I don't just feel alone because I have no one around me but because of the things said to me to make it impossible to feel otherwise.
I don't know what I'm doing anymore.
