I feel like since I've let my guard down with you things have been much easier. I'm letting you know me. That's an opportunity I only give to few. Which makes me sound pretty pretentious and self-important. But, I am important, ya know?
I may be flighty and unsure about everything in my life most of the time but you have proved to be a pretty good balance for me. And when you talk about sharing your life with me it does freak me out, but at the same time it's comforting. It's nice to have someone who wants all of that with you and it's nice to reciprocate it and mean it.
I don't know if we'll last, it doesn't seem like anyone our age makes it passed the 6 month mark and if we prove to be just like the rest of them I think I'm okay with that. I know that I'll always love you, maybe not like I do now but I'll always want you in my life. And who knows maybe we will end up together after I find myself, because that probably will be a reason I end things, so that I can discover who I am without you. And I don't want this to sound negative, it's just a realistic outlook on things.
That's all.
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